replay · and · rewind.

You know what's funny?

First love. It seems like the most important thing at the time, it seems it's going to last forever.

It never does, everyone tells us so; we never believe them.

I guess it's not really all that funny. It's a little sad.

But what's really sad is the little piece of you that never gets it right, and never will get it right. It's the little bit that no love song can fully fill, it's the knowledge that you won't ever get over them. Because what you felt then was so powerful and so amazingly beautiful you know it was a one-time only to a sold out show, so even when the show turned out awful you can't hide the fact you loved it nonetheless.

I often wonder, if I could have another day with the boy who took my breath away, before it all fell apart, would I take it to have my heart broken all over again?

I think the answer is in my icon.

So a few entries back I made a long plot bunny extravangza post.

Here are the fics that resulted (to my great joy!)

( bunny turned rabbits turned stew )

:)

I'm having a bit of a designing block. I have an unfinished header that looks plain and miserable to me.

Suggestions would be most appreciated.

( header under here )

Thanks in advance!

I fondly remember, two or three summers ago, when I was absolutely addicted to Harry/Draco. I was caught up in every whim and whammy of the dramas in Harry Potter fandom. Every fangirl fight, every deleterius flame, every new chapter posted by Cassie Claire.

Somehow, the flame went out. The joy and the sheer liveliness of HP fandom gasped and gurgled and died in various fandomer's arms. I forgot almost all about it, except maybe the annual checkup in my "HD WIP" favorites folder. Now that my loves missnhaca and allifer are addicted, I am suddenly exposed to the world of Harry Potter. Yet sadly, many fandom friends have left and authors become much too busy with his/her real lives to care. To me, it seems empty. However, as missnhaca browses her LJ, I see Harry/Draco chibis and powerpuffs that I never have seen before. Evidently, fandom is still running, authors still presiding, angstyness still abounding.

Today, I was suddenly awash with nostalgia. I went to good-ol-Schnoogle and read 'Sugar and Spice' my old fic-in-progress, then my one-shots at the Dark Arts. I read the reviews. I was filled with some sort of disquiet. I opened up my "Fanfiction related" folder on my desktop (hidden in my "Writings" folder) and read my old fanfiction attempts. They were...noble. They seemed full of hope, strings of a sail kept hidden away. Then I remembered the plot bunnies forum at FictionAlley.

And that is why you are here.

I have various first chapters, couple paragraphs, and short ideas for Harry/Draco fics. Feel free to tear up the descriptions and turn it into something totally different altogether. I guarantee no success, or even a decent fic. But I hope my work helped someone out of a miserable writer's block. All I ask is when (and if) you make a story, please give me a link, so I can enjoy :)

( let the ficcies begin! )

Have much fanficcy fun!

♥ jenny

Hello, hello, from an ultra-long hiatus...

I am announcing my leave from the Queer As Folk fandom...or what will be left of it. Thank you to everyone for all their good thoughts, all their support, compliments, criticisms, humor - everything that made the QAF fandom so special, and what made my QAF iconing experience so fun.

I still and always will love Queer As Folk - it will always be something special I can reflect upon. However, as the series ended the "pulse" (so to say) of QAF has died within me, and rather than try to resurrect the dead I decided to make it a pleasant memory.

Again, thank you!

PS: This does not mean I will stop making graphics and stop writing. It just means my icon dedication to QAF has ended.

PPS: I am, unfortunately, still on hiatus. Damn school!

The Xmas banner & boylove icon for the ever deary deewhydeeax: you make my LJ life better - no artificial sweetners needed, just real CANE SUGAH

( Just for You )

♥ Jenah

Temprorary HIATUS.

I have stashes of icons, and I promise they will come whizzing around soon. But for now, school, soulmate-searching, and hawt teachers have got me occupied. :)))))

Couple of paragraphs of contemplation. What about the people that have faded too much, disappeared from those photographs that no longer look like them?

( until you've lost )

And also: to download the song that spurred this: Jet: Look At What You've Done

Happy incredibly late bday to my_xamatosis.

♥, Jenah

New layout, featuring TOM CRUISE, sex symbol of the US of A.

I must also plug my babyeh my_xamatosis. HAPPY BIRTHDAY waffy cake.

A new set of (as usual) PSP 8 border brushes:

( D/L behind cut )

Am vapid freak. my_xamatosis drew stickfigure!Brian and I could not recognize the thing poking out between Brian's legs was not a third leg, but his penis.

My life is over =((

With school starting, here is another huge batch of icons. I am weak, I did not study but messed with PSP8.

Teasers:

( It's pashing!  )

Credit to yellow_dusk

Brush/screencap/mini movie credits in my userinfo.

Plugging: qaf_awards and _in_babylon

American roadsigns are so boring. I decided to baptize them with my shiny slash gun.

Do not hate me because I have issues. H8 me because I express my deep feelings for B/J through icons you want to stay away from.

Harry Potter / Queer As Folk / Misc, as usual.

Teasers:

( Welcome to Hogwarts, Pittsburg's finest church of severe smutty action )

Comments essential for my health ^^;;
Credit to yellow_dusk

My personal journal lily_blossoms has a new layout, featuring Michael Rosenbaum from Smallville. *g*

As for Sudden Rain, I uploaded all the new Boy Meets Boy icons in the "Sooper Sekrit Gay Society" (a.k.a misc/other) page. :D!

What'd I say about obsessive compulsiveness is 100%...accurate. After 2 days of watching this show, I am a panting fangirl for Wes and Dan.

Teasers:

( Boy Meets Icons (fangirl included) )

More icons, for they are my preciouss. And also because Brian is the cockiest (and hottest) bastard I've ever seen.

Teasers:

( And there were *icons* up his ass )